But I don't desire death..
I want to live still
But alas! I design to kill.
I desire to live, O! With alone my soul mate
Who would have come to me someday
Only if I had lived
O! For the thousands o' desires unfulfilled.
I am desirous, O cherisher mine,
O' leading life luxurious and fine
And no borrowing, no compromise, even a small
Ah! But I must die, tears fall...
O God! My ode ends not here,I have to say more
My dream, my kids I want to borne
And then bring them up, O! My very own
Ah! But t'would remain a dream for I'll be gone!
All o' my long cherished dreams
Must remain distant desires
For I die while alive
and shall leave the world burnt by the separation fires!